One post in 3 months...oops.
When thinking back on these past months, where I am now, and what the future holds its all just a big headache for me.
Not a headache as in a bad way but a headache because there is so much emotion that goes from one end to the other.
I feel like Im in the best time in my life..I have the best supportive and loving family, a stable and flexible job, the opportunity to go to school (yes I like school..im a nerd), a great boyfriend who makes me laugh, and awesome friends. Yet I have a feeling of stress of the unknown that seems right on my doorstep.
I dont know what the next step is in my life and it makes me feel a mix of scared, excited, nervous, and a little of another emotion I dont have a word for..no im not pms'ing.
Im hoping that someone reading this knows what im talking about and can relate.
I used to feel like I had life figured out. I had a plan and a direction and although I am still planning on that plan it seems lately that that plan just may take a turn but I dont know what.
Am I going into the wrong degree?
Do I need a change of scenery?
I sure wish I had that all knowing crystal ball in the movies that would just tell me.
Until then ill keep on keeping on.
On another note: summer is pretty great so far!
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