Nature calls

I have a desk job. I do most of my work on a computer screen after which I come home and sometimes play games on my phone screen for a while and then catch up on my tv screen shows.

Lots of screens. Too much technology.

I literally got a headache this week and my eyes hurt because of all the screen staring going on.

So I decided it was time for a break and time to get back in nature where the air is crisp and clean and technology is dead.

Luckily my dad had rented a very pretty red Mustang for a road trip he just returned from and still had a day to use it. So I went with my parents for a very much needed top-down-wind-in-my-hair ride up the canyon.

Man was it the most perfect trip.

Summer is off to a great start!

Im alive.

One post in 3 months...oops.

When thinking back on these past months, where I am now, and what the future holds its all just a big headache for me.

Not a headache as in a bad way but a headache because there is so much emotion that goes from one end to the other.

I feel like Im in the best time in my life..I have the best supportive and loving family, a stable and flexible job, the opportunity to go to school (yes I like school..im a nerd), a great boyfriend who makes me laugh, and awesome friends. Yet I have a feeling of stress of the unknown that seems right on my doorstep.

I dont know what the next step is in my life and it makes me feel a mix of scared, excited, nervous, and a little of another emotion I dont have a word for..no im not pms'ing.

Im hoping that someone reading this knows what im talking about and can relate.

I used to feel like I had life figured out. I had a plan and a direction and although I am still planning on that plan it seems lately that that plan just may take a turn but I dont know what.

Am I going into the wrong degree?
Do I need a change of scenery?

I sure wish I had that all knowing crystal ball in the movies that would just tell me.

Until then ill keep on keeping on.

On another note: summer is pretty great so far!