People let you down all the time, especially the ones you thought would always be there for you. It hurts and it seems to push you down in the gutter where you evaluate your life and where your going, what your doing, whats important, and what your dreams are.
As hard as it is not to have someone there for you it's such a blessing to know God is the only person who, no matter what, will ALWAYS be there. Not only that but the only one who knows exactly how you feel what your thoughts are and ultimately what will happen. Although having that wonderful blessing, it still is hard to not have someone to physically hold you and tell you what a good person you are and that everything will be ok.
Flip side of it though, how many times has Heavenly Father lifted me up out of the gutter and helped me through tough times and then never thanked or we kind of go out on our own thinking we're ok now? How hard it must be for him to only have people come to him when they are down and not when they are up. I'm sure he feels the same hurt that I do right now but in unbelievable amounts. What a perfect and incredible being my Heavenly Father is. I love him and hope that I can become better.
Life's hard but worth all the pain, tears, laughter, up and downs, sunny days, rainy days, break ups, and make ups if in the end you hear two simple words,
"well done"

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